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ok, well, i stayed at my friend joseph's house last night with his friend alex and his bro nathan and today i helped them bail hay...well when we tried to do our first load of hay, we got it all loaded on this type of trailer or w/e and it was on the back of a tractor...well to get to the place we needed to go from the field we had to go up this pretty steep hill with trees and brush and shit on the sides of this trail that leads up the hill. well, me, joseph, alex and joseph's brother nathan were ...

today, i got all 4 of my wisdom teeth cut out. they gave me laughing gas to put me to sleep and that shit loops you up incase you dont know...normally im shy but yet when i was looped up, i told the cute nurse at the hospital that she was cute and as i was leaving i said "cya cutie". i was very happy...until the loopiness went away and there was the uncomfortableness of stitches in my mouth and pain lol...there is more to the loopy story but its hard to explain in text so ya...lol

ok so its been a long time since i last used linux more like 1 laptop ago. when i used to have my ibm i used it all the time. but then it got shitty and didnt work on my sony vaio vgn nr260e but now it does. i have a full install in right now. by its self not running threw windows befor i instulled it i got the drivers my self to run it. omg this thing runns like a champ i love it now. it has everything i need and best thing its free. ill post some screen shots when i get a chance. but all i can ...

Every time I try to open up there will always be someone there to shut me back down and then they wonder why I don’t talk to anyone. It doesn’t matter, at least I know I’m trying to make it in this world and I learn every day that I still alive. I will succeed just as planed and I will Do everything I say just as I have done in the past! The few people that do know me well know that I have done all I can to lend a helping hand and will always do so.

Its 11:52 PM Thursday night and I'm just now walking in the door after towing my truck to my friends shop. seems like i just having the worst month of my life. only 6 days till my birthday and its just going bad and getting worse. i don't know how much more of this i can take. Im starting to think that me moving back here was a bad move.